25/10 ;

was quite a emotional day, had to change into our red choir tee and wait for the moment to step up on the stage for mrs song, our founding principal of woodgrove secondary school. oh man i'll miss her smile and all although we havent really talked before. i didnt cry when mr ivan lee went over to zhenghua! =/

choir members sat at the back of the hall for almost 3/4 of the time to wait for our turn and before we know it, we got up the stage and teachers were prepared with costumes to sing together with us, unknowingly, their voices covered ours.

but all i remember was seeing her cry for the first time, she brokedown when everyone stood up and sang 'you raise me up'. i was really touched, almost cried on stage. good thing i didnt.

but pk, angela and i couldnt control ourselves when her speech to the school was screened. like omfg we are crying. damn it was indeed a sad day, a day of separation. i hate such days.

prayers will be said and god bless her well. (:

*******

did nothing at home today. all i did was being a potato couch. like sian okay. i tried sending a good night message to him a few hours ago, like at around 10, hoping he'll reply. he did and i tell u, the simple good night message to him woke me up.

'huh.. sorry, but u are?' was all he said.

hello? you just asked me out a month ago, you did all those nice things to me half a year ago and now you are asking who i am?

off to hell you go.

you are already not the hero i know.. and you'll never be him again..

i was so disappointed.


imagine losing everything in just a moment, you reacted too slow to make them stay.
imagine everyone popping out wanting to enter your life at the same time and are alone to face it.
imagine...

what would you do?

;i am afraid